NO? Yes!

YES i know when to say "NO", yes i know?!

I've been suffering from chest and back pains for 4 days now. I wonder why. Posture-related? a biiiiig YES! No wait, i'm bothered by dry cough too these days. So whenever sitting or standing, even sleeping, I'm having chest pains and hard cough. Hmm..

Succumbing to OLD and BAD habits solves my problem... (please paraphrase it. hehe)

I mean (the root of all these) at least this is what i see as i analyze it..

• posture-check (is quasimodo a 24-yo man?)


• rising bell and lights off (intertwined..hehe, been rarely aware of it..nah, hardheaded)


• time time time MANAGEMENT MANAGER MANAGE


• tv(cfpr) but i spend only 1 hour a day (obey first before I compain)


• UNhealthy diet (but i just pledged to be a part-time vegetarian..^_-)


• Exercise! (waiwaiwait... i jog.. i do jogging... IN PLACE) i stay in place but at least it's the same as brisk walking...whaaaaaaaat? hahaha i haven't slept ;p


• My daily quiet time (it's been a loooooooooong time, sad really)
  

BUT,
I takevitamins, I dochores, I cherishmusic, I amhappy.

i wonder why still. i wait in stillness.
If you hear HIS voice, HARDEN NOT YOUR HEART.

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AP -ril

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AUGust

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Year 2008. so grateful for you, guys..

• 3 pens: brown, green, black


• nini


• "it" against the wall.. ^_^


• stripes and socks


• journal, journal, and journal


• triple-colored aniks


• Valley of Vision


• Ernie (spring wall-tz, hehe)


• glassesmentos


• My Bible


• Ichtus


• teddy bank(of the island)hehe

and

Rubics Cube (loveet!)

Lately

"Palm Lessons" grew out of her daily vision to touch life with sincerity. God, the sole Giver of life has held his servant, and will forever hold her in the palm of His hand.

That's G R A C E.

The outdoors seem pleasant. If I walk a little bit

more, it'll surely take me to the frivolity of overusing the "I".

Drawn closer.

In a few minutes, I will likely have more time with real buddies who stayed with me happily all these years. I shook my head and started counting the years. It seems golden.

Tomorrow may just like be another day. Realistically, it is. Still, I seek a different perspective, something that cannot be robbed of me forever. Unique and lasting.


I kneel to You, bring me to Your palm. That in this life, may I be able to embrace with genuine compassion those who are lost in the middle of the tension, and neglect. Thus, feel secure in Thy palm.

Seven times better..

.. i have just recovered from a serious "block-out" so to speak, a complete repair of myself from what i have embraced for years is indescribable...

As far as i am concerned, i took every part of it essential to my walk as a bondservant. Have i forsaken the truth? For many many years, yes. i think so. I desire transformation and the process I went and go through still. I like these times more than ever. Over and under, above and beneath, in spite and despite, oh i lost it! ^_^ draft this one.

Real time. Like in music, it's when you are able to submit to the principles and still be able to shower creativity. (sorry, it's freestyle) Nothing compares to the beginning of every endeavor. It dawned on me that the reward smiles at the "during". take note: the ending is much more similar to the beginning. If i have the chance, i would let you know my 'going-throughs'. The process is never out of reach. Know this that it is not as detailed as you expect it to be. On the other hand, it is making this blog real to you and your experience. Never here to feed you but to seek the listener in you, and that is more than what psychology can offer.

Gratefully, i'm born again. I have a Father who is more than this blog can write about. I am pretty sure He hears and listens. He sees and blesses. He loves and desires. He gives and forgives.

Do what is pleasing to HIM, the Father of all things. The One who said, I AM WHO I AM.

So while I love music and writing, I give my life and all rather to the GIVER.

Cherish the day. You are blessed..and LOVED!

beginning anew..