IVORY&sorry

Awkward..

I goofed.

I was trying to hide.

I ended up frustrated.



Funny..

I self-talked.

I was trying to explain.

I found myself defensive.



I wanted to hide my face or withdraw from the crowd.
If i could only disappear instantly.
Waaaaaa right up to this moment... I am concerned with what and who i am. It is sad.

I have confided already. I cried to God too already. I shall be better.

I saw him. He said, "hi." It made me glad. It felt good.
I sat at the piano. I said, "Oh no... nyay". I crouched within. It felt uneasy.

He said, "thank you." I could not look straight in the eyes.
I perspired a lot. I bowed my head and said, "oh.. sorry..sorry.. sobra ito.."

I felt a sudden collapse.
No more. I won't be seeing him anymore.
I am a coward.


too many mistakes..........................

I wanted to be good in his eyes.

I wanted to please him with that short performance.

I have sinned against God.
Will He allow us to meet again?

I have never felt such drawnness. I won't let go of that special memory.

strange and apart.
unknown forever.





Likewise, ivories do tarnish.