I was trying to hide.
I ended up frustrated.
I was trying to explain.
I found myself defensive.
I wanted to hide my face or withdraw from the crowd.
If i could only disappear instantly.
Waaaaaa right up to this moment... I am concerned with what and who i am. It is sad.
I saw him. He said, "hi." It made me glad. It felt good.
I sat at the piano. I said, "Oh no... nyay". I crouched within. It felt uneasy.
He said, "thank you." I could not look straight in the eyes.
I perspired a lot. I bowed my head and said, "oh.. sorry..sorry.. sobra ito.."
I felt a sudden collapse.
No more. I won't be seeing him anymore.
I am a coward.
too many mistakes..........................
I wanted to be good in his eyes.
I wanted to please him with that short performance.
I have sinned against God.
Will He allow us to meet again?
I have never felt such drawnness. I won't let go of that special memory.
Likewise, ivories do tarnish.